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Friday, 03 February 2012

  • Walking away

    I discovered the horrible truth last night

    Can't say that I'm surprised, but I just didn't expect things to get out of hand till this extent

    And now that I've known, gosh it will be a hard time to pretend I didn't know

    Wish I could cry, and pour out all these feelings at one go

    Or some kind of let out at least

    But my alter ego is still clutching firm and not letting go

    Deep inside, it's like a boiling cauldron with random mixture of feelings

    Which I believe ultimately will be the poison to me as time progresses

     

    It was an incidental finding, accidentally stumbled across

    They always say, 'Coincidence is God's way of delivering a miracle'

    There are too many coincidences in this matter to deny that

    Used to regret for knowing too much

    But I guess it's better to have some insight of what's happening

    I'm done with hiding like an ostrich

    Pretending nothing has happened will not bring me any further

    Wanting to forget everything is just a pathetic act

    But if it's your preferred method of coping, so be it

    All you have to do is just say the word

    You don't have to deliberately scrap me off, it's so hurtful that way

    You made a choice, I walk my way

    If that's how things are going to be from now onwards

    I had rather walk out with dignity

    Save all your trouble in attempting to be normal

     

    If someone could easily distance away from you, that means you never matter to them in the first place

     

Wednesday, 19 January 2011

  • Vow

    我要你们刮目相看

     

    不会再让别人看扁了

     

    这是对自己的承诺

     

    等着瞧吧!

     

    我不是你们想象中那么没用

     

    只有我所不欲, 没有我所不能!

     

Sunday, 16 January 2011

  • 有一天啊, 宝宝

    我度过了一个难忘的生日

    不要误会, 我并没有大肆地庆祝

    也没有疯狂地和一群人狂欢

    只不过一个人窝在产房里

    等待一个新生命的降临

    也许你要说, 这没什么了不起

    我们是医学生, 几乎与我们日常生活脱不了关系

    我必须认同你是对的

    不过你所不知道的是, 他是特别的

    因为我们共有同一个生日

     

    [等] 这个动词是奇妙的

    世人只把它当作考验耐性的工具

    却不知道其实还有其它的含义

    要我说,

    [等] 其实代表了期待

    是的, 宝宝

    这是我给你的生日礼物

    你要知道, 你的诞生是被期待的

     

    宝宝啊,

    几乎所有人都是在毫无预警之下来到了这世上

    没有人能教你怎么做

    或怎么达到最完美的人生

    如果有人妄想用倚老卖老的姿态教训你

    宝宝, 你听听就好

    那只不过是他的经历

    每个人都有相同的际遇不就太无趣了吗?

    我比你早来, 也会比你早走

    我的长篇大论也许听起来头头是道

    可我不知道的事要比这些更多

    所以啊, 宝宝

    我所能做的

    不过是与你分享我的故事

     

    小时候我总是希望能快点长大

    因为我周围的大人们老是爱限制我做这做那

    而且大人好像有某种特权

    能够随心所欲地做自己喜欢的事

    可是啊, 宝宝

    你到了我这个年龄会发现

    在急着长大的同时, 我怀念起童年的年少无知

    大人们不是有特权, 而是有责任

    因为不是做着自己喜欢的事, 所以显得随性

    所以啊, 宝宝

    凡是只要按部就班就好

    时候到了, 人就自然长大了

    人生就那么一次

    所有事物就尽情去体验吧!

    别留下遗憾了 =)

     

    宝宝啊

    家人永远是我们最亲的人

    等你长大后会发现

    不管走了多远, 家门永远为你开着

    你没必要为了某某人而感到难过

    要知道, 值得你付出的人不会希望你伤心

    而令你伤心的人绝对不值得

    不是每个人都必须与你站在同一阵线

    因为大家都有自己的主见

    退一步, 天空是辽阔的

    不要把自己限制在小小的框框里

    这世界有很多值得去见识的地方

    错过了, 就太对不起自己了

     

    宝宝啊

    人生充满了考验

    也许事情会出乎我们意料之外

    也许不是我们所能应付的

    不过最重要的, 不是风平浪静地度过一生

    而是跌到之后能够重新站起来

    记住, 地球是旋转的

    没有人会老是在倒霉的位置上

    而且每件事的背后都有它的意义

    目的就是让我们能独当一面

    成个更有用的人

     

    宝宝啊

    正如我前面所说的

    家人是我们最亲的人

    你不能期盼别人能对你好

    朋友不嫌多

    知己少之又少

    某人突然不联系你了, 很正常

    某人突然联系你了, 也很正常

    这并不说明什么

    人生在世, 难免会变得那么市侩

    你没必要难过, 做自己就好了

     

    说来说去, 宝宝

    好像来这世上真的没什么好处

    呵!

    不过啊, 宝宝

    我希望有一天如果我们有机会再见一面

    你会告诉我说, "人生还是有许多值得经历的事!"

    那时候, 我一定会伸出手摸摸你的头说: "干得好!"

    是啊, 宝宝

    我说了这么多, 无非是为了激励你

     

    有一天啊, 宝宝

    你会发现, 人生是美好的!

    我期待你能痛快地去感受生命里的每一段烟火 =)

Monday, 22 November 2010

  • I'm Sorry

    Sometimes I wonder

    If it's because I give in too easily

    That people just take it as a convenient way out

    And push all the blame on me

     

    Sometimes I wonder

    If I care too much for my own good

    Till people doubt my intentions behind

    Forgetting that you do not need a reason to be nice

     

    Sometimes I wonder

    If it's wrong to be bold once in a while

    To share your ideas or initiate a plan

    Just to create some memorable moments

     

    Till just then I finally figure out

    That I'm living in a small town

    Where everyone has grown to have a smaller heart too

    People do move on

    Stop judging me according to the past

     

    I'm not sad

    I just felt guilty that it didn't turn out well

    And now I'm just too tired to think of anything

    Never knew a sword that blunt can kill

Friday, 12 November 2010

  • Guilt

    You can stop faking the smile, and cry if you must.

    It's your fault so you reserve all the rights on how to react =)

     

    Mum, Dad

    I always have this fear that one day you're going to discover that I'm not such a great person as you think I am

    Perhaps you would believe me now

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