I discovered the horrible truth last night
Can't say that I'm surprised, but I just didn't expect things to get out of hand till this extent
And now that I've known, gosh it will be a hard time to pretend I didn't know
Wish I could cry, and pour out all these feelings at one go
Or some kind of let out at least
But my alter ego is still clutching firm and not letting go
Deep inside, it's like a boiling cauldron with random mixture of feelings
Which I believe ultimately will be the poison to me as time progresses
It was an incidental finding, accidentally stumbled across
They always say, 'Coincidence is God's way of delivering a miracle'
There are too many coincidences in this matter to deny that
Used to regret for knowing too much
But I guess it's better to have some insight of what's happening
I'm done with hiding like an ostrich
Pretending nothing has happened will not bring me any further
Wanting to forget everything is just a pathetic act
But if it's your preferred method of coping, so be it
All you have to do is just say the word
You don't have to deliberately scrap me off, it's so hurtful that way
You made a choice, I walk my way
If that's how things are going to be from now onwards
I had rather walk out with dignity
Save all your trouble in attempting to be normal
If someone could easily distance away from you, that means you never matter to them in the first place
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