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Wednesday, 06 January 2010
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Magic
My birthday lies on the 5th day of the first month. According to my mother, I was supposed to be borned in December. Alas, I was too comfy in my mother's womb until the doctor was forced to inject her with oxytocin and therefore I became a January baby instead, 2 weeks later than the Expected Date of Delivery.
My childhood was uneventful, but somehow filled with colours. I never really pay extra attention to my birthday (another reason would be, there's not much celebration in the family to make the day itself special also anyway), until I got invited to a classmate's birthday party in Standard 1. I clearly remember also that we would sing the birthday song during the English lesson. It was then, I supposed, that I started to anticipate my birthday's arrival. But haha, it never came during the school days. It was always during the holidays or in the first week of school when people have much more exciting issues to be busy with.
Anyway, I managed to comfort myself through all these years. I always imagined that this special day itself unleash my magic powers. Something like the story of King's Golden Finger where whatever the King touches, it will turn gold :D Likewise, I kind of expect the weather to be extra fine, the sun hanging up in the sky, pleasant greetings around me etc etc...in short just a wonderful day for me X)
But hey, be realistic. It's just the same as any other day no matter what meaning it carries. After having to spend birthdays under tremendous wave of stress for the past 2 years, I was expecting this 21st celebration to be a bit more erm, happening? Surprisingly my day was unexpectedly calm. I didn't even know what to do to pass the time. And perhaps due to the fact that it carries a special meaning to me, I was expecting something to happen. Got to admit that I'm a bit disappointed actually X(
In the end I gave up. Taking it as an ordinary day will be much more easier for me to handle. True enough, I managed to seek comfort in books and my iPod. Alternately switching to internet and PS just to occupy myself. I felt a bit wasteful, judging from the way I spend the 'magic'.
Time's ticking. Hours are running out as I look at the clock on the wall. Soon this privilege is gonna be sealed and I'll have to wait for another 12 lunations. I desperately needed something to happen, just to make this day worth remembering. After all, it's not that you get to repeat the celebration again.
As the saying goes, 'Ask and you shall be given'. So it did happen. I couldn't remember how fast my heart beat when my mother suddenly called out to me.
'Your friends are here'
It was the first time having to spend my birthday with the gang X) My excitement was overshadowed more by the shock on my face. This later lead to the few silly, clumsy accidents oops! But I'm glad, I really do. I just hope they didn't get the wrong impression from my poker-face X(
But it's amazing, that after the magic hours have gone. When Cinderella has to leave the ball, when the clock struck 12 that the feeling of this magic still persist.
It was then I finally realised, that it's not the moment that matters, but the people you spent the time with.
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嘿,
我会好好过
会尽量充实自己
会努力求上进
会把自己照顾好
所以如果有一天碰面了
不用担心没话题
到时候你就静静听好了
我会把所见, 所听, 所做过的一切与你分享 X)
Monday, 28 December 2009
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Reminiscence
我以为你人间蒸发了...这么久没你的消息.
直到友人从我这里探讨你的消息, 我才发觉事情的严重性.
强烈的不安, 心跳不规律地跳动...一直到看见你的照片更新才好不容易平静下来.
看见了你一贯的笑容, 让我知道你的日子过得很好. 这, 比所有事都来的重要了.
再一次为自己的小题大做而汗颜. Sweat!
我没向你提起过吧?
因为你, 我重新爱上了海
总觉得只要来到海的面前就离你更近了
摇摆的椰树就像你对我招手般, 寄托于风中的祝福不知道你收到了没?
常说天空是连接的
不管在哪一个国度只要抬头仰望, 其实都在注视着同一片蓝天.
对于我来说, 隔着我俩的其实是这片汪洋
因为你说过你也喜欢海, 更独爱那带着淡淡咸味的海风
当我在大海面前, 说不定你也正在某某沙滩上眺望远方, 至少我是这么想的 XDD
风中的精灵, 若你存在的话...
请你将我的思念带到他那里去吧, 我们恐怕再也见不着了
我还有个秘密想告诉你
其实我根本就不爱吃牛肉面
与其绕那么大一圈, 我还宁愿就在快铁站旁的快餐店果腹
现在想想, 我那时候的确是蛮懒的 X)
直到有一天你说
[太可惜了, 某某某某不能吃牛肉. 否则他们一定爱死了!]
那真挚的神情连我都为之动容, 让我重新对牛肉面评估
嗯, 认真品味之后好像也没那么差经儿
呼滋呼滋地吸着面条, 喝着清澈见底的清汤...心好像也因为这碗牛肉面而渐渐暖和了
好吧, 我承认...从那一刹那开始就对牛肉面没抵抗力了
渐渐地也不再抗拒走长远的路, 而且一路上还可以作弄你为乐 =P
炎热的天气少了抱怨, 增添了不少胡闹的笑声
你因为不熟悉, 常常都是由我来负责替你点...
当然, 我怎么可能就这么轻易放过你呢?
所以你就顺其然地被我取笑了 XDD
话说你也不赖啊! 总是不甘示弱地挖苦我...瞧, 我的筷子功不是被你给激出来的吗? XDD
你那迷糊的性格啊...要我怎么说呢? 总是搞不清楚状况可是会吃大亏的哦! 不过是很可爱没错啦 XDD
怎么办? 突然想念起那段吃牛肉面的岁月了 X(
我们可以相约吗? 若有天相遇再一同来这家老面馆
我发誓不会再取笑你了 X)
Tuesday, 15 December 2009
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Young again
Landed in Miri on last Friday night.
The next day we had a breakfast meet up because one of us is leaving already.
So we went to the usual Dim Sum place (Miri doesn't have much choice, seriously) and I finally get to satisfy my cravings on Kolo Mee wheeee XDD
Jokes were exchanged during the meal and the usual mockings on each other. Moments like this make you feel warm in heart X)
So after that we all decided to come my place (because we've no other places to go, again Miri is small). I thought it's the usual poker and UNO games but little did I know, my friend bought the Monopoly set woo-hoo XDD
Ta-daaa the nostalgic Monopoly set. Doesn't this brings back memories? XDD
The 'money' we're using in the game. All of them are 10 times more than I remembered (eg. previously 100, now 1000)
And because we bought the cheapest set, this is what we've to endure...tearing the money one by one T.T Oklah, at least still got smile on faces.
Whoah, really concentrating hard oh everyone XDD
I was winning until someone has to leave for her lunch date with her friends cis! So we've to start again half way through ><
These two came back after their lunch. Can't believe they got addicted with it XDD
We created quite a big ruckus outside until my parents came to see what's going on. They couldn't stand laughing when we're fighting over how many houses/hotels we're building.
At the end of the day, we played 3 rounds altogether.
Who would've expect these few undergraduates to be so obsessed in Monopoly after so many years? X)
Credits: Pictures were grabbed from Grace's facebook X)
Friday, 11 December 2009
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Birthday Surprise
I organized quite a number of birthday celebration throughout the year.
From planning, discussing, recruiting to the extent of lying to the birthday person until the plan is carried out...really, I didn't think I did a bad job.
*silence*
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Oklah, so most of the time it is predictable, since it's always last minute and very sudden.
*changes topic quickly*
Anyway, what I totally didn't expect is...they're celebrating my birthday this early -____-
*caw......caw......caw......a crow fly past*
As in...THE WHOLE MONTH EARLIER YOU KNOW!!
*caw...caw...caw...two crows fly past* <--- notice that the frequency is getting shorter
The story begins like this: (you may ignore the words in bracket)
One fine day (actually slept till noon), a kind-hearted innocent sweet little girl was happily surfing the internet (in truth was stalking people in Facebook)
Suddenly her phone rang and received a message. It was from Nelson:
'Hey, when are you leaving ah? Need to pay you the money for Mad's present'
So innocent as she was, she replied the person the exact departure date without suspecting much. But since she's so kind-hearted she decided that it will be nice IF the group can have some sort of 'farewell' dinner before she left. Which is why, she kepoh-ly added, 'Let's have dinner together' ending with her usual 'XDD' trademark
And thus, the discussion of dinner venues, date, time were exchanged between the two important persons.
Eventually Sir Nelson was too occupied with his studies, so he backed out (or so I thought) and left the plan to the girl. Since the girl was so thoughtful and understanding, she decided to not stress him and take matters into her own hands.
Knowing little what to do, the humble girl thought she should hand over the heavy task to the charismatic character, Lame Queen Esther instead. (voice behind the scene: she was lazy and didn't wanna strain her little brain further)
Esther agreed.
The girl see that all is well and continue on with her happy little web world.
2 hours prior to the dinner plan, her eyes got tired from staring at the laptop screen. She decided to take a short nap before going for dinner. (In truth, she barely stay up more than 6 hours after woke up)
Suddenly, some irritating message alert woken her from the sweet slumber. It's from the notorious Lame Queen Esther.
'Heyz Jeb, later I might not be able to make it to the dinner. However, can I drop by shortly to get Mad's stuff?'
Mind's still not functioning well, she briskly replied 'Okay' and drop the phone at the exact position before she picked it up. Amazingly she didn't forget to add in a smiley face, not wanting the Queen feeling bad over it (Feeling proud that she's being thoughtful)
She tossed and turned. Just couldn't seem to sleep again.
Checking the time, it's 30 minutes to dinner. Alright, so she got up and switch on the laptop again (Facebook addict >.>)
While waiting for her computer to load, the phone rang again. It was Lame Queen Esther.
'Eh Jeb, you at home now?'
'Yea...' voice still hoarse because just woke up.
'Okay, so I come over la. Meet you in 2 minutes'
'Okay'
Put down phone. Didn't think too much. Sign in Facebook, check novels etc etc. The doorbell rang.
She quickly grabbed the keys then headed to the doorway.
When she opened the door, instead of Esther alone, there were few other heads.
*still blur*
'DRAANG---' *Esther plucks the guitar string*
GASPED!!!!!!
Finally regaining conscious!!!
Then they started singing...
'AHHH, MY GOSH----!!!'
Subconsciously let go of the door. SLAM!
Then realized what a stupid thing she did, so open the door again to peek.
Singing continues.
*Blur face*
'...a ray of hope flickers in the sky
A tiny star lights up way up high
All across the land dawns a brand new morn
This comes to pass when JEBBY IS BORN...'
*caw-caw-caw-caw-caw...millions of crows flew past* <--- no more gap, continuous gawking ringing in head
Then only they brought out the cake. *blink blink*
So they're celebrating my birthday?
Don't know how to react.
Was getting really paranoid for cream attacks or pushing down the pool. This story tells us that you shouldn't be so mischievous or having evil thoughts. At the end of the day, you'd just scare yourself out X(
And the main culprits were none other than Nelson and Lame Esther!! WADDE!! SWEAT!!
But anyway, that's the earliest birthday and the MOST UNEXPECTED surprise. So early till can't make the connection ><
Thanks so much, guys! Really appreciate it!
Yeala I know it sounded very kutuk-ish here. But that's just 'cause I'm very tak puas hati you guys caught me ><
HOW CAN LA...I PLANNED SO MANY SURPRISES ALREADY ><
Thursday, 03 December 2009
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I Like You
不知不觉已经来到了尾声
离别在即, 想到以后再也不能看见那熟悉的面孔
胸口隐隐作疼着
突然意识到, 我喜欢你的程度已经远远超越了自己的想象
我也不知道喜欢你什么
你挑剔
难伺候
喜怒无常
怪脾气
又爱把事情往心中藏
什么都要我猜
有时候真的觉得自己有点自虐倾向
可是喜欢就是喜欢上了, 我无法抗拒这心悸的跳动 =)
我喜欢看你露出无可奈何的表情,
'真拿你没办法'的神情往往会让我觉得有种被宠溺的感觉
我喜欢拉着你陪我到处瞎闯
就算迷路了你也能把我们带回之前的方向
我喜欢你那若有似无的关怀,
僵硬的语言让我知道你并不习惯这么做
我喜欢我们之间斗嘴的相处方式
喜欢激出你不为人知淘气的一面
我喜欢你在困难时第一时间想到我
让我意识到其实我是个值得倚赖的人
我喜欢我们肩并肩坐着的时光
慢慢看着时间流逝, 就算不说话也不觉得尴尬
有太多太多喜欢你的事却不能对你说
我就是这样一发不可收拾地喜欢上了你 =)
我总绞尽脑汁, 使出千方百计想得到你的认同
目的也只是希望能在你心中留下一点痕迹
如果有一天能遇见, 至少还会有话题
想把握那短短的邂逅, 而不是假装不认识的陌生人
有些事,
宁愿永远深埋在心底, 死了也带进棺材里
其实我从来都没想过表白, 只不过这段时间大家的离去让我突然有感而发
几乎脱口而出的告白让我暗自替自己捏了一把冷汗
我是脑袋痴呆了吗, 我
如果会发生什么, 也只是我想太多
就让我们搭肩高呼’友谊万岁’
就算触碰了也有界限
没必要让你平白无故感到困扰
我喜欢你, 真的与你无关.
晚安, 朋友
往后的日子我无法守候在你身旁了
你要勇敢地面对生命中的光与暗
我知道你一定能把自己照顾好
不要总是怀疑自己的能力
不要什么事都藏在心里了
感到无助的时候
转个身, 我就在不远处
哪里都不去
就在这里等你
晚安, 朋友
我想我欠你一声道歉
对不起, 我是个很失败的伙伴了
谢谢你长久以来的陪伴
谢谢你的包容体谅
谢谢你一直没戳破我那最后一道防线
让我一直能厚脸皮地粘着你
晚安, 朋友
我不会继续将你暗恋了
我想放下这包袱, 重新找回自己
这样至少下次见面时笑容能少点难过
原谅我是那么地自私
我希望能在你心中留下个太阳
直到那一天为止, 我们还是别见面了吧
朋友, 你要保重!
写完了, 就该放得下
怎么样? 我就是这么潇洒 XDD
说到做到!
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